Horrorholic, 45

Horror/Music Fan Trying To Meet New People If I'm gonna do this I might as well be 100% honest and get the bad stuff out of the way first. I'm unbelievably shy and insecure until I get to know someone. I don't drive and am on ODSP because I've been through alot and have had issues with depression, anxiety attacks and severe insomnia, Oh and I think I'm really ugly too. Now if you are still reading and can get past that let me tell you a little about myself. I have a son named Jack who means the world to me. I'm a huge movie buff, I love classics, film noir, action, comedy etc... but horror is by far my favorite genre. Most of my tattoos are horror movie related and I use my attic as a horror movie themed bar/lounge area. I love music too, anything from Heavy Metal and Hard Rock to Punk and 80's Pop. Niagara Falls is my favrite place to go (especially at night) and I love going to amusement parks although as much as I love horror movies and going on rides I'm terrified of heights(and the dark)I like reading alot. I'll read just about anything but I especially love autobiographies and I've read everything writen by Edgar Allan Poe. I am very loyal to the people in my life such as family and friends and I really love animals. I'm looking for someone who likes me for who I am. Looks don't mean everything to me, sure there has to be that initial attraction but what happens after that ? looks can go at any time right ? I love eyes and am usually attracted to girls who have a unique look, and not always someting that everybody else would notice either.If I check out your profile and think you're attractive I probably won't message you first because of how shy I am (yes even online lol)

I've been single since 2007, I was in a 12 year relationship with someone who was very jealous (even though I have never or never would cheat on anyone) I lost alot of friends over the years because she didn't like me hanging out. Since then it's been hard for me to meet new people, hopefully I can do that here.